Dont make me wait honey...

Its pathetic how your heart never moves on.
stupid little heart, its just stuck.
no matter how hard and how long you try to unfreeze
your heart, nothing can thaw at it.

I know heart break doesnt kill you,
and someone said time will heal your heart,
but why cant he just leave me alone.
Maybe then that, saying would be true.
and i wouldnt have to wonder maybe he does.
or he doesnt.

i dont know why, but it just hit me today.
that maybe you aren't good for me,
no matter how sweet you are to me now.
its never going to be enough for me, for you
it might.

i dont know, this is just crap.
i just had to blab about this.

maybe instead i'd better tell him.
if only i didnt fear losing him...... again.
but wait, i dont even have him.